Too often, everything, and everyone just gets too much.
Too much that we can't take it anymore.
As much as our nerves turn red in anguish.
Still, we still seem to be incapable of doing anything about it.
Everyone always misunderstands you.
And how hope starts to seemingly be a false feeling.
A candle's flame, blew off in the oblivion of darkness.
A caged heart.
As things don't get to be at your side.
As things always turn out to be at your disadvantage.
Finding people who comfort you at times, just out of pity.
No actual solid attachment.
Then if they get bored you, they'll forget you.
You seem to be alone in the world.
No one to love that loves you back.
No one to be sincerely friends with.
Many of them, users and snakes in the grass.
As you recall your traumatizing past, we only see pain and sorrow.
Yet it is still evident in the torturing present.
And we realize that it may still come in the near future.
You don't know who you are.
And what your purpose is.
And why you're still alive.
And why you're still breathing.
Constantly asking yourself:
Why? Why? Why?
Often times, you would contemplate suicide.
But is that really your only solution?
What if, too often, you over-think the negative stuff, on everything and everyone just too much?
What if you can still take it after all?
Even if our anguish tries to conquer us, we are rational beings. Emotion isn't a direct answer to life.
I'm sure not everyone misunderstands you, don't be so hard on yourself.
Learn and think about why people don't understand you.
Think of a new method or way of expressing yourself, what you're thinking and what you're feeling.
It also involves explaining it clearly and properly, without letting your emotions dominate completely.
And about hope, it isn't found, it is made.
If you light a candle in pitch-black darkness, it can glow even from a far distance.
Darkness is the absence of light, not the opposite.
As long as the light is there; you're still alive, you're still capable of fighting and facing your challenges.
Sometimes, you'll just see that you're the only person caging your own heart.
It's tough to be in the disadvantage, but it's how we learn to be stronger, right?
Would you still learn if everything in life were good? Nothing is perfect. Bear with it.
Many of us, even though we're not aware of it, are fighting themselves everyday in their very lives.
Many who became too relaxed about their life being good, end up at shock when everything just collapses in front of them; defenseless and appalled.
Even if you seem to be alone in the fight, stay strong. It's all just to make us feel good to relate with someone out there. But sometimes, we just can't force ourselves to have someone to be around us all the time.
They may be having their own problems in life as well, will you be there to comfort them though?
It may seem unfair for you, but you have got to stop thinking about yourself all the time, okay?
Isn't it better to give than receive? We will always be in suffering if we remain selfish, forever.
Expecting something better, after your good deeds, in return is already selfish in nature, just let the things, good and bad, come to you. Value the good ones, learn from the bad ones.
Friends. It's better to have a few good friends, than having a lot but fake friends, isn't it?
It is also necessary to stop thinking about your past, if you had mistakes and regrets from it, then just see what you did wrong, and how you're going to make it right the next time it might happen. Learn from it.
There is no destiny, you only have a written fate. A fate written by your own actions in the present.
Now, know more about yourself.
Spend your time thinking.
Think, okay? Breathe in and breathe out...
Give yourself some time to make an introspection, a self-evaluation.
Given everything and everyone that you have, accompanied by good things and the hardships...
And how you should deal with all these...
Just ask yourself:
How? How? How?
Think and act about overcoming the hardships, and there will come a time that you will love life.
Would you rather kill yourself, which I do think is a pathetic decision since it will waste a bright person such as you are? Or would you stop whining, and stand up for yourself?
~Issyl
Too much that we can't take it anymore.
As much as our nerves turn red in anguish.
Still, we still seem to be incapable of doing anything about it.
Everyone always misunderstands you.
And how hope starts to seemingly be a false feeling.
A candle's flame, blew off in the oblivion of darkness.
A caged heart.
As things don't get to be at your side.
As things always turn out to be at your disadvantage.
Finding people who comfort you at times, just out of pity.
No actual solid attachment.
Then if they get bored you, they'll forget you.
You seem to be alone in the world.
No one to love that loves you back.
No one to be sincerely friends with.
Many of them, users and snakes in the grass.
As you recall your traumatizing past, we only see pain and sorrow.
Yet it is still evident in the torturing present.
And we realize that it may still come in the near future.
You don't know who you are.
And what your purpose is.
And why you're still alive.
And why you're still breathing.
Constantly asking yourself:
Why? Why? Why?
Often times, you would contemplate suicide.
But is that really your only solution?
What if, too often, you over-think the negative stuff, on everything and everyone just too much?
What if you can still take it after all?
Even if our anguish tries to conquer us, we are rational beings. Emotion isn't a direct answer to life.
I'm sure not everyone misunderstands you, don't be so hard on yourself.
Learn and think about why people don't understand you.
Think of a new method or way of expressing yourself, what you're thinking and what you're feeling.
It also involves explaining it clearly and properly, without letting your emotions dominate completely.
And about hope, it isn't found, it is made.
If you light a candle in pitch-black darkness, it can glow even from a far distance.
Darkness is the absence of light, not the opposite.
As long as the light is there; you're still alive, you're still capable of fighting and facing your challenges.
Sometimes, you'll just see that you're the only person caging your own heart.
It's tough to be in the disadvantage, but it's how we learn to be stronger, right?
Would you still learn if everything in life were good? Nothing is perfect. Bear with it.
Many of us, even though we're not aware of it, are fighting themselves everyday in their very lives.
Many who became too relaxed about their life being good, end up at shock when everything just collapses in front of them; defenseless and appalled.
Even if you seem to be alone in the fight, stay strong. It's all just to make us feel good to relate with someone out there. But sometimes, we just can't force ourselves to have someone to be around us all the time.
They may be having their own problems in life as well, will you be there to comfort them though?
It may seem unfair for you, but you have got to stop thinking about yourself all the time, okay?
Isn't it better to give than receive? We will always be in suffering if we remain selfish, forever.
Expecting something better, after your good deeds, in return is already selfish in nature, just let the things, good and bad, come to you. Value the good ones, learn from the bad ones.
Friends. It's better to have a few good friends, than having a lot but fake friends, isn't it?
It is also necessary to stop thinking about your past, if you had mistakes and regrets from it, then just see what you did wrong, and how you're going to make it right the next time it might happen. Learn from it.
There is no destiny, you only have a written fate. A fate written by your own actions in the present.
Now, know more about yourself.
Spend your time thinking.
Think, okay? Breathe in and breathe out...
Give yourself some time to make an introspection, a self-evaluation.
Given everything and everyone that you have, accompanied by good things and the hardships...
And how you should deal with all these...
Just ask yourself:
How? How? How?
Think and act about overcoming the hardships, and there will come a time that you will love life.
Would you rather kill yourself, which I do think is a pathetic decision since it will waste a bright person such as you are? Or would you stop whining, and stand up for yourself?
~Issyl
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